||[Jan. 27th, 2004|05:41 pm]
|[|| - Moody Bizotch -
today I heard from a guy who may be a friend or something, something that is most likely true.....he told me that all these chicks hated me and some shit and i just would not crush at all....if people dislike me, they most likely don't know me, or don't know me as i am today...I have become a great person to be around and if you wanna spread the negativity and let it flow to the nice person, you should really have your head checked...I'm not gonna talk shit about her or anything, i just think that it was extremely crappy and disrespectful for her to talk shit about me behind my back for no known reason....Who is she to do that to me?
Paloma: god I hate humans
davidguzman79: i'm sorry
davidguzman79: i hate them too sometimes
Paloma: theres this chick at school....and last week or something I find out she was a chick I knew from lj or something...no biggy.....but this guy tells me this girl ashley bishop told him she hated me or some shit.......so i ask her what her last name is and finally today I can make sure he has the right ashley....and he sends me to her lj and it says:
Paloma: PALOMA is in my class at school.
that is fucking gay.
Paloma: wanna see something even more funny?:
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I'm not gonna be some bitch to her, but I'm going to confront her and be real about it instead of ignoring something like that.....she actually was pretty nice to me in person whenever we talk, so that is the main reason why I wanna talk to her about it.....see what she has against me and all.....
oh and that tape with the words on it was from a game last week or something called "Stuck with compliments" where we all had to write something nice to someone and make it so everyone had at least 5....I dunno if she did it just to act like she was on my good side or for good credit or what.....but i took it like it sounded, like she thought I was cool or something....and who could argue with that unless you find she was talking behind your back all along?
the rest of the tape I got with text:
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I had a good day today....why? I dunno, probably because I didn't get crap from anyone today...and I rarely do, which really makes my school days bearable if not awesome......so nobody is going to make my day worsen.....I had a ton of coffee when I got home.....2 packs of dudes fought, heavily, by the car when mom picked me up and I kept honking the horn....I need to get some eyeliner and such soon, I'd love to start livin it.......
be real, guys, but be respectful at the same time
I keep tellin' y'all I have changed for the best, and I hope you guys can see that in my words as well as my actions at school and my photos and whatever....I hope you guys have had a good few days and i hope you guys have a nice evening :D
American Idol is on tonight, and Average Joe 2/ My big Fat Obnoxious fiance was on last night.....there were no eliminations on AJ2, but there was alot of heat outside and the old guys had alot of anger due to people jumping in their territory....and I don't blame them.....My Big Fat was funny, they danced in their wedding clothes and Steve walked out "crying" and caused a big old crying fest for randy in the dressing room.....boy, what a sap she is...she is such a jerk and a baby to boot.....I hope she knows that alot of guys act alot worse....she really needs to learn to deal with it...she shouldn'tve expected the easy way to 500 thou.....really, now...
IM me, i'm online for a bit, will call an AJ-er soon....but not too soon for y'all to msg me
poem I wrote today:
by truedove on Jan 27 (edit) (bookmark) (print) (next)
Author's Last Login: 25 seconds ago
In Category: Angst, Hope, Society. 8 views this week.
Twisted soul feels the anger inside
It always knows when I'm trying to hide
Anger taking over, and I've lost all my pride
Take you home with me to momma', you better enjoy the ride
Cry with me as I tell you all my fears
As I speak to you, I grab a tissue for your tears
The more I tell you all of this, you know the end is near
Trouble follows and you catch all the hateful sneers
Keep your cool, never let a motha' keep you down
So that when you grow up, you will know how to not hear a sound
Follow through, or you will fall and slowly drown
Don't let anything get to you, don't let a motha' see you frown
Or they will see your pride fade and think they've gotcha bound
Never see the coldness or today will be the day
That all the fu**a's in here'll wanna make ya pay
Don't follow the shadows, or you will never get your stay
And stay strong, cuz, your heart will neva' fade.